chibicandy01's Diaryland Diary

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A Girl in the Corner

A Girl in the Corner

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Ignore me
I am just a girl in the corner,
alone in her own miserable company.
And aching, Deeply --falling into despair.
Why do they love the bad people?

Leave me.

I want to be mean too,
may be then I will find love.
And may be then I will show them.
Will I hurt them somehow?

Stop me.

My dreams are gone...
they flew out the window.
And I feel the hate.
When can even get theses images out of my head?

Remind me.

I can’t handle anymore rejection.
I think that I will go to sleep.
And perhaps cry a bit more.
What makes my mind so full of thoughts?

Take me.

I find myself in the bathroom wiping off the tears.
I hear the voice only I can understand.
And I no longer hurt anymore.
When does the voice end?

Lose me.

“The itsy bitsy spider crept down…
down came the rain and washed the spider...
And ring a round the rosy pocket full of…”
Do we all fall down?”

Ignore me.

6:31 p.m. - 2005-03-05

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