chibicandy01's Diaryland Diary

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Cry not tonight

there is many things in life that i regret but right nowi can t think of them.. So instead of feeling sorry for my self which i do a lot iwill be more hopefully optimistic

here is ten things that i like about me

10. I am nice to the people i cant stand

9. i want everyone else to be happy

8. I hate to see someone hurt

7. I am there for those who need me

6. I can care for someone, get hurt , and still walk away with a smile on my face

5. I watch anime with the hopes that its criticism will go away

4. when someone is depending on me to the point where if i dont do what iwas supposed to , I always always do my best to get the work done. All the rest of the time I am lazy and forgetful but not when it is so important

3. My heart bruises easily And yes I do still have a heart although i have hardened it over the years

2. I love it when i can smile and know that the other person likes me for just me

1. I am a truly careing person and was raised with a deep belief in right and wrong and will always make sure that no one can hurt someone as long as i can help stop them

So this is my list of things that I respect about myself

I fear the long night hours ahead tonight because i am alone.. And i dont know why it has to be that way.. I have always thought that i didnt deserve someone. But now I just want to be happy

I want to live a long life and be important

I want to grow a garden and watch it grow even bigger lol

I wish to travel to the stars and find many rocks

I wish to help as many perople in this world as i can

i wish to watch a lot of anime

I wish to have someone respect me for being smart or something I like for someone to ask for my opinion on the matter and have everyone respect it

i wish that my family could trust my judge ment

I wish that my friends would be there for me and that all our problems would go away

I wish to have someone who cares for me

I wish to win at something So that i could feel the winner for once like i was someone special

I wish to remember everything For i do not want to forget a single detail

So cry not tonight

for there is tommorow the next day

And the sun will dry your fears

Cause the moon will sleep away\

All right i am running out of things to say so i shall wish you all a merry night as the dreams hold you tight

sleep sleep and dont let the bed bugs bite....

your friend

Candice Renae Williams

11:40 p.m. - 2002-06-04

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