chibicandy01's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tide Tide My friend do not leave me If only my pleading could Keep you on balance But, no , Not for lack of effort not the use of optimism in a battle of wills It is just the deviances of hope and despair blanketing the mind with desperation I cannot pretend to know the reason you chance to go away Makeing your escape , if you prefer, To named a coward Why must I be strong if you are carried away by that tide as a mindless body carrying your feelins across an unchannled distance Now I will fall down to catch you but my rescue fails due to you not reaching out and braving the current Others seek to lend you the balance to stay above the water Yet, I know it must be you to stay in that precarious postion But you persist in being the meandering fool Not to look beyond the pain and instead to insist with blame Accept as I have, I beg you to not let go Do not fade away whilst I hold onto my own fantasy Time doesnt escape my notice of how you silently drift further into nothing I can only mock these winds taking you upon their whim I can do nothing as a friend and that in itself pulls me down as well Because I do not understand and I do not want to comprehend the magnitude of grief your leaving will inflict And i cry with my useless pleading, tears for you to hold on and grasp my aching hand .. for it is strecthed as far down as it will go. My friend do not leave me to face this tide Dont be swept away to somewhere unknown I will have to stand alone while the present continues As if I could face my past and then my future alone Surely I will go asunder and not be able to stay above My friend I need you to not let go leaving me to brave this tide alone. 5:22 p.m. - 2002-02-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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