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death no pain

A constant throb of heartache echoing through my mind

Distance between reality.

Closes as the moment falls...

A steady path of neverending exisistance

Surely I am losing my reason

Common human fraility is in focus

Inhumaine my pain becomes

a forgotten seed of regret

it sadly seems to be

Sorrow it short is a lie

How can I weep for a

Corpse unknown to me?

As a child I once pondered

to observe the soul that is now replaced by the this cold sightless shape

But now older with the wisdom that comes with age

i can no longer fathom a less unmalleable degree of normal reliable feelings

Yet, my pain is forgotten

Amongst the predominant usual human flaw

The importance of this figure

draped , for the seeing eyes, in a loosely pieced shroud of gray.

Lessons in a heartbeat flash with futile pleas

As is the reality one simple mind can not even hope to comprehend

A tear will not shed itself

For this sorrow I do not bear

why does this death not tempt me?

Give a reason for an enhanced version of the

most saddest woe

Why does it forsaken me?

Leave me pity in this sufficient lack of pain

A bothersome cover for regret,

This aching feeling of pity seems.

Still, pity is found more useful

subtly, now

Beneath a reminising dying spark of memory.

6:38 p.m. - 2001-12-05

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